Once upon a rainbow

The time passed so fast, I have been working in the "s" hospital for two months. I really doubt that whether i , myself consider lucky or unlucky??? I am lucky as i have a preceptor who willing to teach mi alot of things although she is abit strict, but she is fine to mi when i am doin well .But i am unlucky or is she the one who bring some 'shit lucky" every time i work with her? since the 1st few days i go back home on time when i work with her, other than that i always goin back home late( OT more than 2 hours) when i am on shift with her . And she help mi alot actually as i am still new, but i still dont know why there are so many things happen when she is on shift. In additionaly, she always has to stay back more than 2 hours. At beginning,Its fair to say that i am also not so called "lucky",but i realise that i hav peaceful time when i work with other staff. I can go home on time and the pt alll very quiet during my time. I realli cant take it anymore when i worked with my preceptor. I dont wanna everytime go back so late as there is no life to mi. I hated it, somehow, be honest, i dont wanna hav same shift with her. It make mi feel more reluctant to work when i am with her. Its not realli i dont like her, just i dont like to hav heavy workload when everytime like that. I will bicome more and more discourage to be a nurse although i start to like nursing.I know i am bad that talking about her and she help mi every time, but i realli cant stand it anymore . Is this call lucky or unlucky?

☜❤☞ Over The Rainbow ☜❤☞