<body> Once upon a rainbow <body>
๑۩۩●•My Life•●۩۩๑


★●☜Colourful Me☞●★

  • Ĵ - Judicial
  • Ĩ - Interesting
  • Ѐ - Easy going
  • Ĵ - Jazzy
  • Ȗ - Unsurpassed
  • Ѝ - Naught

◑☀◑ My Hobby ◑☀◑

    ❥ art
    ❥ travle
    ❥ cycling
    ❥ watch movie
    ❥ go ktv

。◕‿◕。 ★ Say Hi! ★ 。◕‿◕。



☂☁ My Wishes ☁☂

  • parents are healthy and happy
  • bring my parents to travel
  • have a smooth career
  • hope can get leaves during oct
  • getting PR soon
  • get own house here
  • go travel with my frids



♠ ✤ ♣ Thanks ♣ ✤ ♠

Wednesday, January 31, 2007
thaks to all of ur guys!!!
i love the cake !!!

b'day grl with yan & her bf

fiona,xuanxuan,benny,vivien,mi, my cousin

mi & renee
sandy,cassic,xinyi,maxine,mi
shimin,marilyn,christine,cher,siyan,mi , friza

my 1st b'day cake!!!
ur guys rocks!!!!*-*
1stly ,i would like to thak my dear dear dear mother and father
mummmy: thaks for giving my financial support for the past four yr in singapre
n the present frm you
dadyyyyy : although u r not in singapore ,i receive ur call frm shanghai. i am so happy n thaks for the coming present hhaha=D
mum and dad,i am 21st this yr...i can do all the decision for myself but you r still my parents ...i will be more independent ...i wont let ur down ...i love ur dady n mummy!!!

but also this post is especially for all my frids in singapoe....
i am juz a foreigner in this land for abt four years,
alot of ppl who come frm china dont realli hav a good relationship with natives
as the different background, the culture and the history we hav,
and there are some negative commands abt china ppl in singapore frm natives,
however, i am realli glad that i hav quiet no. of native to be my good frids here.
i am realli appreciate the friendship we hav and the help in my study.
i would like to thaks the following ppl:

yan ,alan -thaks for treating mi for the dinner at New York ( remember its my restruant =p)the lovely present which brought frm shanghai , thaks for coming down to my party ...

huahua,kevin-thaks for the branded present + the cake,i like it every much ...
(ps: i realli enjoy the nite @ st Jame's power Station with ur guys )
weilin,cher,siyan,shimin,marilyn,christine,friza-thaks for comin down on sunday & the big cake frm ur guys + the present .i reali appreciate all the things ur done for mi n to be my frids during past two yrs!
maxine,xinyi,cassic,renee,sandy- thaks for the presents u give mi n coming down to the party. i realli miss the day we spend at yiss.lov ur,girls!
Fiona - my darling, thaks for being my great frids. i reali like the great present frm you .
vivien-thaks for coming down my party , i am sorri that i didnt talk to u alot that day...thaks for the present frm you .
donghui-big bro, thaks for the flower and wine frm you,
thaks for being my great frids when i need ur help and listen to mi when i am sad....
benny,xuanxuan,my cousin,Dome- thaks for coming for my party and the present frm your guys.
uncle yeo, aunti wang- thaks for the presents and the care frm your.
nana & mumu- thaks for the presents n bi my fun frid during class.
thaks for the msg frm ur guys=>
melvin,melody,karine,weeting,yinfeng,sheng jiaru,kelly,ailing,saidah,juntian,xiaolin...
i know i vri LUOSUO ,but thaks all of ur guys for givin g mi a wonderful birthday...=D
JJ love ur guys!!!!!


☜❤☞ Over The Rainbow ☜❤☞

Thursday, January 25, 2007
wednesday
whose the girl with his bf arh???
3 of us aciting urgly face!!!!
oooops....whose buttok...sexy hor ...hahahha=p
the reflection of us ...=D

yesterday our lesson end pretti earlier...finally i went out with my dear frids...we go bugis and shopping...everbody of us brought our own things ...hahah....juz post some photoes which took yesterday.....


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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
lucky .....
ci what happen to siyan's mouth...ahaha=p three lovely babies!!!!=D

hahah...she cover her face...but u still can recognise who's it by the pink color ring lor ???hahah so childish.....=P

i am so suprised that i can get pass of bio practical....i got C+ although i didnt get vri good marks...n i am still vri happy abt that alrd...i thik this is the present which god give mi as my birthday present...=D i was so sick after my bio practical n i realli thought that i am goin to fail the paper....but i will try hard to get good marks for my semstral exam....maybe this is realli a lucky month for myself ...hahaha...

i am supposed to go kbox with siyan n shimin...but for some reasons they GIVE mi A FLIGHT today....abit sad and depress lor...n the most important thing is that she say infront of weilin n make mi so embrassed in front of weiling...(lose face)=p.....promise shimin... u give get smth frm mi ...hahah ...wait and ci pix ... hahhaha ...next time ur two muz go with mi okie??/hahaha!!!

tmr is a short day for my sch leh ...where should i go leh...i am not in the mood to study leh ...i juz wanna go n shop or walk walk ....but nobody accopany mi ...i thik that weilin hav alrd changed her mind n i also vri paisei to ask her again cos i reject her request 1st....=(
i am juz in a mood of happiness in my own world with the song of <>....
i wanna go n buy skinny jeans...n fundation of M.A.C....n eye shadow... n watch ..n belts...n clothes for new yr....although i dont thik i got go BAINIAN...but at least i wanna get one set of new clothes for myself ...hahah ......n juz post some pix last sat with marilyn n siyann....
thaks marilyn accompany to shop ....hahah .....









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Thursday, January 18, 2007
thursday!!!
M.O.S nite

processing ...realli pain arh!! after take off the bottle ...so sickening rite

i go home after finishing my presentation .... i am so exhausted when i reach home and i vomit again.... the onli thing i eat is the big BAO....the all the thing come out frm my stomach again ....my mummy called mi and ask mi to take shower 1st then eat the medicine ...after that i go my mummy's chinese medical center...she ask her college to do MASSAGE to mi and then she do the BA HUO GUAN to mi....the more details pls ci the pix....its devasted for mi ...its so pain n my skin is juz sucked by the bottle ....my skin bicome red and black ....the use of the BA HUO GUAN is to relieve all the DU SU in my body....

i am supposed to go for a party called " Tertiary Fling" at M.O.S with my frid tonite....it will be vri fun as all the poly frid are invited....wu~~~....so sad...in the end, i cant go ...i stay at home and face the TV instead ....its a rainny day again ..hahah ...remember i went to M.O.S last time ...its also a rainny nite...hope my frid hav fun there ....hahahah ....oh yup...post some photo was taken at there last time .....


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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
sickkkkkkkkk

i dont hav a good slp since last sunday ...i onli slp abt 3-4 hours per day and today after finishing my bio ...i realli cant take it alrd....i feel that i am sososo tired ...i no energy to do anything although my body is there with my frid ....tmr i still got one more ICA presentation to go ...sorri to all my group member i cant manage to calll your this nite...i was like half dead person who rolling on my bed ...i cant even to get up to get a cup of water although my lip is goin to crap....my abdominal area and the back side ...near my kindey area was realli horibily discomfortable ...its not vri vri pain,but its kind of discomfort i nv suffer frm it b4....even worse than pain.....i manage to get some of water when my mum is back frm work....i thought it will be better ...however...my conditon bicome even worse...the distend of my abdominal and the contraction of the back side make mi tossing on my bed...its realli realli goin to kill mi at that of time....the sudden reflex of my esophage make mi rush to toliet ....i spilt out all the undigsested food in the afternoon on the floor b4 i can reach the toliet ....oh my god!!!1stly the taste of the undigested food with my gastric acid is soso sososos irritable to my mouth...2nd i try to vomit all the content in my stomach ...but the procession is goin to kill mi....dame dame dame NAn SHOU....my mum give mi a cup of hot JIANG TEa after i feel abit better...i feel abit better and lying on my sofa restlessly...i thought i will be okie alrd...but i vomit all the tea i drank after 30 mins....although this time the vomitus r all the water ...but i still cant stand it.....
i got fever at 38.4....this is the 1st time i am really really sick so badly in the past 4 yrs here....
now my fever ist still ard 38.2 ....i had a small portion of porridge after i take a short nake ....i fell much more better than juz now ....no more sever pain ...but still got fever..i hope i dont hav fever tmr morning anymore ...i still hav ONE more ICA to go ....
i hope everthing will be fine to mi tmr morning...
i hav to slp ...i thik my metabolism to0 low due to the stress of my heavy workload AND inadequate rest......this is the nursing diagnose for my self condition ....hahah .....=D
thaks for my mummy.....now i realize the importance of family member with you ...when you r sick or hav some difficuties ...they will be always there for you n help you...lov my mummy alot !!!!=D


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Thursday, January 11, 2007
spoil my mood
dont disturb mi when i am thiking ~``~ =p

why it is rainniny so heavily today???
i was so upset when i receiving my mum's call...i dont know why ,although i hav the pre -feeling of whats going on, 30%...but another 70% i am still looking foraward that my mum would tell mi the good news. however, i am so disappointed and down ...my mind is totally not on my body...
i suddently feel lonely although i am havin lesson with all of my frid....i suddently wanna to cry but i didnt ...bicso i am not easily to cry in front of any ppl...even if i really vri upset abt smth i will hide smwhere n let it brust out...i juz suddently wanna to hav smbody who can let rely on and share my sadness...i wanna FA XIE all my sadness to that person ....n i wanna release my stress emotionally ....but i cant ....i dont hav the person right now...when u r trying to make smth to come true and wanna it to make nicely for yourself...and you r really really hav the wonderful image in ur mind....however ...when u happen to hav some difficulties i will be disappointed and sososo upset....bico the reality isnt so easy to make ur imagery world to come true.... i wont blame to anybody...i will accept it instead as i know i cant change it .... i am so helpless and restless....the "RUN AWAy"idea appear to my mind again ....
i ask myself why i wanna to run away...bicos i cant get what i wanna ...i cant get the happiness in my imagery world....bi honest...i am the person who dont hav a sense of secure inside my heart although i appear to bi happy n optimistic in front all of my frid...
i always wonder where will be my finally destination of my life....sg or shanghai or usa or somewhere else....
i realli dont know ....
the heavily rainning make my mood even worse...
but one thing i promise to all my frids ....i will be fine vri soon...
writing of this is the most effective way to release all my sadness n stress in my heart....
i will be okie n start to hav energy again when i wake up tmr....
like what the songs sing MING TIAN GUO HOU.
after tmr the problem still there,
after tmr i still alive
after tmr i hav to find the soultion of the problem
after tmr its a new day

january is the month i like but i dislike also
its the big month for my self,
if not that day , i wont bi alive for the past 20 years
but it also bring out alot of bitter memories of my past...








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Sunday, January 07, 2007
finally
i am suppose to blog yesterday nite when i reach home...but the connection of my computer wasn't so good...i was so fed up n tired to wait for it to recove...i juz went to bed and slp ...
i go weilin's house for project ...it was a hot day...when i came out from sch i cant even get a cab ...so irritating....i wait abt 20 mins then get the cab...its fun to do the project with my group members... especially in weilin's house...she will cook for us n provide a lot of nice snacks and dessert ...i love it.. the home cooked food as my rarely cook for mi ....thats why i bicome FA YU BU LIANG for certain part of my body ...hhahahah-=( i am suppose to meet fiona but i cant make it bicos of the porject.....I thought i go n meet another frid after finish the project ...however,i hav to bring the vanka shit ...thus i take 155 n go home 1st ....then i left the house to meet my frid...
actually we havnt met up for almost two months alrd...he is so busy n stress with his job when i talk to him online ...
when i saw him....actually he doesnt hav much changed...but the feeling bitween us is totally different ....we r both too quiet that we thik our own way n wait for the another to start to talk 1st ....the feeling make mi feel insecure ....i hav the preview of what will happen later....
finally we start to talk ...when the time u say we juz cant hav smth in common ...i know the answer alrd...the answer which i expect....n the question i ask u which u didnt ans mi...but i know arld ...n i realize that its not important for mi to know whether its y or n anymore ....i actually was totally convinced by u... i know the reason why u say all the things to mi...u wanna mi to understand what kind of the situation u hav now....but i am happy to hear what u tell mi rather than avoid my quesiton every time....finally we r still good frid ....its better for u n mi ....
i was not sad anyway as i finally get the ans whcih i wanted ...the knott is finally untight in my heart....actually i know the ans long time ago....but i juz wanna get it more clearly infront of you ...
from this story i grow up abit again...i realise that what i thik at 1st is totally wrong....
不是两个人相爱就可以在一起的!!!
n finally i realize the difference between us....u thik more than mi ...the things u consider is more realiztic and more further...
JJ's life still continue....i will bi more stronger inside ...=D




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