Once upon a rainbow

i am suppose to blog yesterday nite when i reach home...but the connection of my computer wasn't so good...i was so fed up n tired to wait for it to recove...i juz went to bed and slp ...
i go weilin's house for project ...it was a hot day...when i came out from sch i cant even get a cab ...so irritating....i wait abt 20 mins then get the cab...its fun to do the project with my group members... especially in weilin's house...she will cook for us n provide a lot of nice snacks and dessert ...i love it.. the home cooked food as my rarely cook for mi ....thats why i bicome FA YU BU LIANG for certain part of my body ...hhahahah-=( i am suppose to meet fiona but i cant make it bicos of the porject.....I thought i go n meet another frid after finish the project ...however,i hav to bring the vanka shit ...thus i take 155 n go home 1st ....then i left the house to meet my frid...
actually we havnt met up for almost two months alrd...he is so busy n stress with his job when i talk to him online ...
when i saw him....actually he doesnt hav much changed...but the feeling bitween us is totally different ....we r both too quiet that we thik our own way n wait for the another to start to talk 1st ....the feeling make mi feel insecure ....i hav the preview of what will happen later....
finally we start to talk ...when the time u say we juz cant hav smth in common ...i know the answer alrd...the answer which i expect....n the question i ask u which u didnt ans mi...but i know arld ...n i realize that its not important for mi to know whether its y or n anymore ....i actually was totally convinced by u... i know the reason why u say all the things to mi...u wanna mi to understand what kind of the situation u hav now....but i am happy to hear what u tell mi rather than avoid my quesiton every time....finally we r still good frid ....its better for u n mi ....
i was not sad anyway as i finally get the ans whcih i wanted ...the knott is finally untight in my heart....actually i know the ans long time ago....but i juz wanna get it more clearly infront of you ...
from this story i grow up abit again...i realise that what i thik at 1st is totally wrong....
不是两个人相爱就可以在一起的!!!
n finally i realize the difference between us....u thik more than mi ...the things u consider is more realiztic and more further...
JJ's life still continue....i will bi more stronger inside ...=D

☜❤☞ Over The Rainbow ☜❤☞