The Mysterious Mask of Aquarius

shanghai trip

2008-10-21T22:40:00.004+08:00

I am back frm shanghai last sunday,but i am so sad and depressed when i arrived sg. I miss all the days and ppl in shanghai,especially my dear cursin. I am so high and enjoy myself with my cursin' frid last nite in shanghai. I drunk too much but i am still able to go home, its really a fun nite to mi .I meet some of my sec sch frids for dinner during the two wks . when i go and attend my frid's wedding in shanghai, i feel so touched and i wanna get married also at that moment ....hahah ....i ate alot of nice food in shanghai. most of the time ,my frid treat mi as i rarely go back to shanghai. I went to a very nice restraurant in shanghai which located along 外滩....the environment so nice and its a nice place for couple to go for it .....i would say that the food also quiet nice ...i will show ur the photoes later ....I went to some of places which i nv go for it for long time ....i thik i wont go there even i am in shanghai.......its quiet far from shanghai town area but the place like PUDONG and SONGJIANG is well developed . The environment is nice and clean, the road is not as jam as town .its really like a small town . I feel like going back shanghai, my real home . I am so reluctant to come back singapore and i dont feel like to work after my al ....i still need to work but i thik i have a plan in my heart alrd ....upload some photoes which i took in shanghai....=)I still got other photoes ...i will upload next time ....

JCI WK

2008-07-15T20:14:00.004+08:00

ie i like ppl like them who are without any mask.

I hav day off for the past two days . its realli good to escape from not workin on the most busy day, MONDAY.Anyway, my hospital is sufferering from JCI this wk . I am goin back to ward tmr also. i am happy today as i went out with my two angles to gossip. We also went for movie, HANCOCK, its vri nice movie. My next off day is next wed, i hav to work 7 days straight. I realli wanna go kbox, i should organise my click of frids to meet up for k session this week .hahaha....now i can cope with my work better than last months but still dont like the environment and some of the ppl inside my workplace. Anyway, i will try my best to stay untill my maxmium temp.=)

hate JCI !

2008-07-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

For those ppl work in health care industry may know what is JCI(simply means auditing),but i hate it. It screw up all the daily routine currently inside the ward, frm head of the department till the junior health care workers are stress up about the prepareation work as the date of auditing come nearer and nearer. The whole hospital are doing internal audit also,from the most basic cleaning the ward untill the nursing care, everything is doing a/c to police as JCI is coming next wk . The location of all the equiment and necessnary materials are reshifted to different place without informed.Its so hard to work when you wanna do something for ur pt however you took so long time even to get a piece of gauze ! I realli hate JCI...all the staff suffer frm the mess inside the ward as nc doing preparation For JCI. Anyway, i am better to hide somewhere when JCI coming . If not, I thik i dont know how to answer the auditor. Now i get the benefit to join in SGH one month late. 0000ps!!!everything got pros and cons !heheh=)sat i went to club to release my stress. But i didnt enjoy myself alot , i guess i am tired after working. anyway, the life band in arena is vri nice. I like it . Amazingly, i still alert and awake when i reach home at 3 am maybe i didnt drink alot . To my surprise , i saw then guy who wins 唯我独奠. He sat on a table with another 3 contastants who also join in the competition.I dont realli like clubbing actually, i perfer going kbox. i hope this wk i can go ....i am looking foraward for coming off day ....=) jiejie is still surviving....

lucky or unlucky?

2008-06-28T20:36:00.001+08:00

The time passed so fast, I have been working in the "s" hospital for two months. I really doubt that whether i , myself consider lucky or unlucky??? I am lucky as i have a preceptor who willing to teach mi alot of things although she is abit strict, but she is fine to mi when i am doin well .But i am unlucky or is she the one who bring some 'shit lucky" every time i work with her? since the 1st few days i go back home on time when i work with her, other than that i always goin back home late( OT more than 2 hours) when i am on shift with her . And she help mi alot actually as i am still new, but i still dont know why there are so many things happen when she is on shift. In additionaly, she always has to stay back more than 2 hours. At beginning,Its fair to say that i am also not so called "lucky",but i realise that i hav peaceful time when i work with other staff. I can go home on time and the pt alll very quiet during my time. I realli cant take it anymore when i worked with my preceptor. I dont wanna everytime go back so late as there is no life to mi. I hated it, somehow, be honest, i dont wanna hav same shift with her. It make mi feel more reluctant to work when i am with her. Its not realli i dont like her, just i dont like to hav heavy workload when everytime like that. I will bicome more and more discourage to be a nurse although i start to like nursing.I know i am bad that talking about her and she help mi every time, but i realli cant stand it anymore . Is this call lucky or unlucky?

压力啊@-@

2008-06-19T23:44:00.006+08:00

best postural award!

yeah!! the girls won at the end !hahah =)

很多气要发泄,可是又不知道从何说起.这次选择用自己的母语中文来写日志,也许这样可以把内心的压抑抒发的更彻底些,表姐也有来看日志,所以方便她一下吧!哈哈..=)上班快一个半月了,从刚开始的密月时段,到现在的压抑.发生的很多事情,有开心的也有愤怒的,当然不开心的比较多点.总算让我看清楚很多事情,让我也深刻体会到: 这个世界上什么样的人都有!也许以前的身份是一直被保护着,做为学生,生边最多是你的同学,生活的圈子也没那么复杂.作为子女,你在家里还是父母心中长不大的孩子,很多时候都是他们在保护着我们.当你一旦工作,身边的人和事情都一切随之改变,当你在工作岗位上,人于人之间似乎少了友谊,而利益就相待取之了.最近真的发生了不少事情,让我开始讨厌这边的工作压力,让我开始对这个城市产生负面影像.六年来第一次对这个城市的厌恶,很想逃离这边的一切.回到真正属于我自己的家.开始不在强烈排斥自己的工作,而且一点一点的对它产生兴趣.但是,人于人之间的隔阂还有高要求少汇报的工作性质让我在次失望.现在好想什么都不想做,去另一个城市孤单旅行!这也是我一直想要逃避现实生活的借口.其实有时候想想表姐的话也很对,她说如果我是男生她回赞成我继续去国外深造,可是我是女生,她说还是回去的好,找个好的归宿,早点成家.如果你叫我真正做个决定是在这边还是回去或是去其他的地方,我自己都难一决定,因为有太多东西要考虑,虽然因为工作的关系,开始厌恶这个城市,不过还是有很多值得我留恋的人和事情.会有不舍,也会害怕再去接受一个新的环境.人越长大,就越不感尝试新的挑战. 太多的顾及,思想的成熟会抹杀你一切冲动的行为,而这些冲动往往是你新的一个开始.现在的自己仿佛少了许多的冲动,多了许多的平静思考.往往平静的思考压抑了冲动行为.原本以为只要你做好自己的事情,不管其他人的闲事就可以摆拖纠纷,其实不以为然,我的遭遇就是最好的证明,我只求能够平安度过到七月尾.老天保佑啊!瞥开我的人身物语,说说些开心事吧!上周六和我亲爱门去打bowling,之后又去做了所谓的"星星点灯",真是闪烁的饿!亲爱门自己心理明白的饿!无论工作在苦在累在怨,看到亲爱门就全部消除了,心情也舒畅许多!有你们在真好!

having conjunctivitis!

2008-06-09T17:06:00.003+08:00

whose hand is that ?

my new sunglass @-@
nice strawberry ice cream !

1st time of my life, i am having conjunctivitis. i had a bad irritation of my rite eye yesterday afternoon while i worked on my shift. My eyes kept tearing and getting red due to the irritation. my whole eyes were so swallon like punch by somenone. I consulte to the GP near my house when i get back home. I was diagnosis with bad conjunctivitis and given eye drops. Its almost 12am when i reached home and i still nid to study my I/V medication for today's test. I almost cant open my rite eye to half, and i am so tired after working. I went to slp after scan through the notes for half an hour but seems nothing go to my mind. Anyway i hope i can pass today's test, i dont wanna receive any call tmr morning. I have two days off and i realli nid to have a good rest. I manage to meet my sisterhood on sat nite as i dont have routine weekends off. Its realli good to ci them, ventilate some of my working tasks. We also gossip abit somebody. hehehehe=p Conincidently, mi and fiona brought same type of gucci bag onli the color difference. we are getting so hpersensitive when we start to talk about branded staffs. After dinner, we went to watch sex and city at cine. The movie is vri nice for girls to watch. wah! i am getting attempted to go to NY city after watching it. Anyway, i definitely will go there one day. stop here 1st, post again when i am free.

Its MY off day !

2008-06-01T11:15:00.006+08:00

guess whose blood is this ?=p

This is long wk for mi,i hav worked 5 days in the ward.Finally,today is my off day!I am still a new staff inside the ward as i still hav alot of things to learn. But one thing which i wanna to bring it out and pround of myself is that i sucessfully took one of my pt's blood after my venepuncture course.Yeah~~~(its very difficult to take blood on patient who hav renal problem due to dialysis) I have a great satisfaction after i saw the blood drain out to the test tube. Gradually i feel that i like nursing skills!I was reading my I/V medication notes just now in order to prepare my test on next monday. Its quiet no. of commom I/V drugs but some of them i have kewn druing my PRCP. why sch dont give us notes on I/V medication while we hav attachment in hospital? It will be much more easier for us to learn during our attachment.My roster came out for the next two wks, i am off next tues and the following monday and tuesday. Its good to have weekdays off as there is less ppl while you are shopping at town areas but you hardly to meet ur frids who works office hour. We,nurses who work so hard, however we onli got 3 days off in two wks. Its unfair. Now I realise why ppl always say that working in singapore is stress and tiring. Your life will totally changed after you start working. You are busy with ur work during day time, its so tired when you finish your work, thus,ppl dont wanna have any socialisation with their frids! The onli thing you wanna to do is go back home.

Finally I am officially graduate !!!

2008-05-22T21:47:00.009+08:00

Meet Fiona at MRT, do we look like OFFICE LADIES??

My beloved MUM !

Fiza and Mi

NANA and MI
LIN And MI MUMU And Mi ,i will miss you !

WeeTing and Mi

ZhiMin and Mi

Graduate from NYP !!!

Today is my graduation, I have one day off from my ward sister. I no nid to work today, but i still get up very early as i went to ICA to apply my PR . It took most 3 hours in ICA and i am waiting for 100 over ppl in front mi. It's long and boring to wait in ICA alone. Anyway i am still able to get home on time to change before going NYP foy my graduation. Finally I am graduated today, I am so happy as i can ci most of my classmates. I havnt seen most of them since last year Nov. Although some of them may not so close with mi, i still very happy to ci them. 3 years poly life had kept in my mind as a historical story. The happiness and sadness will keep at the bottle of my heart and i will bring it to my next stage of my life. I hope that all my polymates who can have a smooth career in the future and hav a happy life. I will miss all of your ! photo times~~

korean food =0

2008-05-17T21:57:00.003+08:00

side dishes !!!
seafood steamboat =)
BBQ Chicken !! 石锅拌饭

Finally i am goin to half two and half days off, I am so tiring since i started to work in the ward. I am worry about the days in the future that how am i goin to survive for the next few months. Anyway, i realise that i am getting frustrated and impatient when ppl ask mi about my work. I am getting to bi hot tempted. But i am not purposely one, i just cant control. Maybe my hormones is not control well by my brain. However, i thik i should not talk much about my work. This tuesday, shimin,siyan,and mi went to meet marilyn for dinner at bugis to celebrate her birthday. We went for a korean dining place which i thik the food there are quiet nice. We ventilate to each other about our work and went to have dessert after dinner...post some pixes here ...

outing with my frid !

2008-05-16T21:28:00.003+08:00

I wanted to blog for the past few days but i am so tired when i reach home. I hav assigned to my ward yesterday , i haved started to work inside the ward.but I didnt get my 1st choice, instead of getting 2nd choice which i thik the ward are quiet nice during my student time. However, its totally different now. Maybe the postition which i am standing changed arld, i dont know how to say. The onli thing i wanna to say that the cooperation in between the ppl are not bonding. I feel like that. I hope everthing will bi fine and i am able to cope with the "BUSY" in the future. Its onli the starting, i should tell myself that i hav to change myself if i cant make the environment change. Frankly speaking, i wanna go back to my PRCP ward. One thing i wanna to raise up is that the DOCs and the sisters are quiet nice so far . Maybe we all new here. hahha ...=p Anyway i hav to overcome it and take it as a chanellege for myslef. I can do it one !

Away talking my career part, i met huiwen on mon and went for movie iron man with her. She is smart girl (thats what i thought ) but she always say that she is not good compare with her frid .I know her through MINGLES, she is vri optimistic and nice girl . I like her as my sister . I havnt seen her almost half yr and she is doing well in NTU. I am so happy to meet her and hav our girl's gossip. The movie is fantastic , we all enjoy watching it. post some pixes we took at MRT station.

Steam boat!!

2008-05-07T20:48:00.006+08:00

I wanted to eat steam boat for the past few wks but i dont hav the chance to go due to smbody hav difficulty eating. Then finally i met up with nvnv and went for vivo city for our steam boat after my work! The variety of the food is not as much as last time i ate at CHUAN YIPING, but i should say that the environment of the dining place is quiet comforable. The food also is clean and fresh. I realli enjoy eating it with nvnv and we hav a wonderfully nite. We hav a long and nice chat throught the dinner. We went to walk around after our dinner as the shop still not closed yet. We saw quiet no. of clothes for the new season. Both of us aimed some pieces, our hands were itchy !!!hahha =) We wanted to buy intentionly, however we forced ourselves to onli window shopping 1st , and we decided to shop during singapore great sals which is next mth. By that time i thik i got sufficient "Bread" to bring back more things!!!hahah=p I post some photoes which took yesterday !

1st wk of my orietation !

2008-05-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

As your guys know, my work started on this mon. I am having my honeymoon for the 1st month as i am still under orietation. The training department held lects for us inside pathology lect theatre. We just like student seat inside and enjoy listenging to the CI. Honestly, some of the topics are quiet dry and boring . However, i try to keep myself awake and alert as long time as i can. Anyway, i pay attention most of the time as victness by weilin. I thik my group of my frids were seating really near the board. As a result of this, i thik i also hardly fall asleep. One thing which i want to compliant that i realli cant tolerate the hard bench. I have to keep changing my sitting position to make my butt to realieve the pain. I realli wanna to bring my own cushion and put underneath my butt, but its quiet funny and paisei to bring it to the lect theatre. NVM, i just nid to bear with another two more wks. I am happy that i can get two days of PH off for this mths, but i am also sad that i cant keep it for my Oct Leaves. I had dinner with fiona,shally and Lvhong on wed. Its vri weird to ci fiona wearing the braces. Shally and mi kept laughing at fiona when she was talking as her pronouncation sounds cute and funny!=P we are not realli wanna to tease her but i cant stop laughing at her when she start talking. It realli look different, maybe we are not used to see her wearing braces yet ! I am pity her also cos she cant realli eat. She onli can eat soft diet and her teeth is not function at all , she onli can swallon whatever food in her mouth. I can ci that she was getting thinner. Anyway, she will bicome more pretty after one and half yr! We went to Harry's Bar @ esplandna, we just chit chat whatever craps through our minds till late nite. I am getting sleepy by the life band but i thik the performance and the songs was not bad. Maybe routine 8-5 life make mi getting tired easily. I should say that i hav my healthy lifestyle since start working. I slp at 12 sharp and wake up at 6 am, having my 3 meals on schedule. I enjoy working at office hour! hahah....Tmr is sat, i hav to work half day, i hav one and half days off. Yeah!!I can slp untill the sun shines to my butt...hahah=p

start work tmr

2008-04-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

Finally i done with my blog with the fresh new blogskin, but i still nid to insert my photo. I can do it tmr. My frid ask mi whether i am excited about tmr or not , actually i am not realli so excited. Maybe its not the time yet, but i am looking forward at tmr. I am goin to wear my brand new nurse uniform with my RN name tape. How am I goin to look like ? haha...i am alrd prepared myself physically and mentally to work. I hope everything will bi smooth for mi tmr ! A new chapter of my life goes on tmr ! All the best for myself, and also for those who start working tmr!

under renovation

2008-04-26T15:58:00.008+08:00

This entry is only for testing purpose . I change my blogskin and start to reblog .

irritating

2007-12-06T16:53:00.010+08:00

I didnt go out today as the weather is good to sleep at home.But my mood is not so good becouse i am going to shift house again . Although i still dont know the exact date yet ,we definitely hav to move out . I was abit irritating about shifting house again as we just move frm tpy to sebawang few months ago. And i am always thinking that we wont move for the next two yrs .who knows ???aiyo ... i was too simple mind or too easy to trust what ppl say ....maybe mummy always rite ...what she worri about ...finally its true !!!!不可不听老人言!!!however ,nowadays the rental fees are so hign here.I am goin to be crazy liao.The market rate is getting higher and higher and the most evil ppl is the agent !!!!! i wanna move back to tpy ...but the rental is so high....dont know how ....just pray ....hope everything will be okie !!!anybody got whole flat wanna rent pls let mi know !!!!

pass my driving

2007-11-28T19:29:00.009+08:00

28th,Nov,2007. this is the most happiest day in 2007 for myself . i passed my driving at the 1st tempt . yeah!!!i fullfilled one of my goal which i set for myself at the beginning of the year . Although i am so nervous and i did some silly mistakes...erm plus the weather is not so good whcih it started rainning on my way to the road . I thought i am goin to fail , my hand was sweating throughout the whole test .i am so timated on the way to tester's room after whole test.However i passed. i called my beloved mum and told her. she was happy for mi also . oh yah ! i make a wish on 21st birthday that i can pass my driving this yr ...yeah!!!my wish come true also ....as a treat ,my mum cook the hairy carb which my aunt brought it frm shanghai ...hahah so nice! anyway today everything is nice to mi .thank you everybody who concern about mi and thak god also !!!at the end of the yr ...i thik its realli a early christmas present for myself !!!i realli enjoy this moment !=)ci mi drive on the road soon !!heheh

happy one wk !!!

2007-11-09T22:49:00.001+08:00

dont wanna to ci !!!
so smoky

oh cheers girls!!
shimin look very pretty on this photo
inside toliet
stand pretty girls !!!

who wanna buy camera ??
siyan close her eyes but still pretti!!

happy birthday to christine

PRCP之前的一周假期很开心,很多活动!哈哈...先是christine的生日,我们约了她吃晚餐之后我们去了mos!我们去的比较早,所以没什么人,后来寿星high起来了,拉着我们大家去跳舞.还拍的很多照片!周一和weilin and weeting 去学校,很久没回去了,好想念学校生活.学校的麦当劳也不一样了,翻新后更时尚咯.哈哈!可是不在学校了,可惜啊!周二本来约好和班中的好友去吃饭的,不过weilin and marilyn and melody 都有事情没来,不过shimin and siyan ,cher 去吃满开心的,还看的电影game plan!!!!周三和妈妈去逛逛晚上约了几个朋友去酒吧,很开心很HIGH,在新加破第一次去酒吧那么HIGH!!!本来大家一开始还不是很熟悉,后来被Shenghua感染了吧!!我们high起来.回到家都四点多了.周四晚上和妈妈门去了新开top one唱歌很开心,fiona,huahua and mi 我们三个唱到high,我们的妈妈门聊天聊到很High.开心的一周.

写给他

2007-10-09T02:29:00.001+08:00

看到前男友的留言,第一反映就是打电话给他,是出于本能的,是用心的动作,没有经过大脑.知道他的脚没什么大碍,安心了不少.之后我们就随便的聊了起来,知道了一些他的事情,也终于明白当初他所做的决定了,终于得到了我想要的答案,虽然事情过去快一年了,心理也早已安抚了,不过知道了答案我才终于醒悟,才终于可以那么的坦然得在和他聊天,没有其他的感情就是朋友对朋友的关心.原来每个人都有他最黑暗的那面,他之前不告诉我,觉得他是对的.说了会造成我们之间更多的问题,现在可以坦荡荡在他面前关心他,是出自内心的对朋友关心,感觉真好.希望他的脚快点好起来,乐观一点.
虽然他说我是啊q精神,不过还是想告诉他,你现在所经历的都是在磨练你,老天在看的.你所失去,自然会得到些什么,也许很小你看不到.希望身边所有的朋友都开心快乐.

无聊

2007-10-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

从曼谷回来一周了,每天白天打工晚上看韩剧,一天一天时间过的很快,我的假期看似充实,其实心里空空的,妈妈也开始上班了,打工的地方也开始觉得无聊起来,因为不是我想要的.一转眼,2007年的最后三个月了,说实话今年过的真的很快,也有很多自己的改变,也可以说是长大吧.昨天看了韩剧<达子的春天>的大结局,很感人,忍不住流下了眼泪,很久没哭了,看着悲伤的画面,眼泪就指不住的流下来,也许这就是韩剧成功的地方吧,记得上次看电视剧哭是日剧<一公升的眼泪>.一个拧傻傻对着电脑在夜深人静流泪....觉得自己身上缺少一样东西,我也不知道是什么,自己的所有事情都处于一种NETURAL的状态,一点都提不起那种热诚,也许这也就是为什么我心理空空的.看到朋友blog写到在澳洲的故事,看出她在那边认识不少不同国家的人,生活也很充实,很替她开心!很怀念以前的自己,可以为自己喜欢的偶像而疯狂,可以对音乐那么的热诚,可以努力接近自己喜欢的人,可以努力付出得到我想要的友谊,那个十五六岁的自己,回想起那年那天的自己所做的傻事,很天真,很可笑,但是她有种勇气去为她自己所要的付出,虽然有的时候也会受到伤害而伤心难过,不过留下的那段美好的回忆是永远抹不掉的,也是我现在没有办法在去一无反顾为了友情爱情而付出的.因为长大,所以要考虑的的太多,太多的顾及,让我不由自主的退缩了,对那些美好事物的追求都以-现实-作为借口而停止了.没有办法再一次勇敢的付出和对待每件事....现在的自己用脑来判断身边的人和事而不是用心,突然觉得自己不知道想要些什么了,现在的一切不是我最想要的,不过我很感谢老天给我这一切.也许自己也有很多问题的存在,应该反省自己....明天又是一个新的开始!!!

part 2

2007-08-25T00:14:00.002+08:00

another cute boy frm japan on the train ...

did he look like XIAO XIN ???

finally we end the nite trip at nite safari !!!

sneak shot !!!
nice ice cream..yummm!!!

guess what animal was that ???

they are funny ppl ..i like their performance
the U.S. guy was forced to the stage and wrapped by the dame big snake!!!hahah=p

another toliet
in the toliet do they look like twins ??so cute

she look like monkey hahaha

nite safari

handsome boy frm france
on the bus to nite safari

sisters on the train

my curly hair with nice hat

minor or minor on the wall

this is the last day my coursin in singapore
we went to shopping at vivocity
at nite we went to nite safari ...

my coursin in sinapore

2007-08-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

i still hav somemore i will put in to next posting ...to be continued..hahaha
sexy teacher

pp island

my lovely mummy

sexy hor !!!
mummy act cute

puket= fantasic=
my mum and my cursin went there during my exam period ...unfaire .
i study at home ...but quiet nice place

wooooo
wahhh
nice fireworks
we r acting style

oh oh....steady ...gogogo!!!yeah !!!
siloso beach
lonely walking
couple lion at sentosa

we will tour you around the bird park
she is my cursin sister
the parrot behind us
waterfall so nice
she is acting cute !!!

my dear, lovely, fashionable,charming cursin====lili

this is my lovely curisn who comes to singapore during my exam period ....we take alot of photoes all over the singapore ...

finally exam is over

2007-08-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

best buddies for my 3 yrs in poly !!!love your!!!
nice photo which taken my mi =P
my dear frids
siyan and mi

nana and mi
xiaofang and mi
weeting and mi
weilin and mi
christine and mi thaks for the cake

part of our class in the lab cher and mi
fazida and mi
mumu and mi
fiza and mi

my class photoes

our class cake NR0502

finally i finish my exam...this exam is the last exam for my poly life and i wont be in sch anymore as i will go for my attachment for the next half semaster.i have alot of photo need to upload hahhah....1stly upload the last day in sch ...our classphotoes...

水瓶的自己！！

2007-07-22T01:19:00.001+08:00

水=瓶=座

不经意在网站上一篇关于自己星座的故事，说得好准确哦，自己都不能够把自己的个性说得那么具体和完整。挑了一些自己个性的段落。

水瓶座的女子坚持追求自由。但这并不表示她们的行为大胆开放，拒绝接受传统教条的束缚。她所追求的自由是精神上、思想上的。她可能今天研究心理学，过两天去学爵士舞，下个星期到医院当义工。她好象可以属于社会上任何一个族群，但又不是真正属于那一个族群。她属于她自己，似乎没有任何人可以完全的占有她。但她也从来不会霸道的想要占有别人。对于所有的事情，她似乎都有自己的标准，不受传统的约束和影响。她很有「她的」原则，而且忠于原则。一如恋爱中的她，绝对忠于自己的情人一样。

对许多瓶座女子来说，人生都是一场无尽的探索。各各阶层的人，各种五花八门的事，都应该被了解、被关怀。因此；如果你有个瓶座的情人，你大可放心，她一定不会有太多时间粘着你。事实上，她或许还担心你会无时无刻粘着她呢。瓶座的女人几乎都不是「金权主义者」，一个男人是否拥有财富、地位并不是那么重要。外表是否英俊潇洒也不是她最重视的条件。她要寻找的是（在她心目中）有智能、有胸襟，可以陪她一起追寻「人间道」的男人。喜欢吃醋，占有欲太强，太偏激，太保守的人，绝不是她心目中的理想伴侣。

因为瓶座女子是拥有自己的道德法则，同时也尊重别人不同法则的。她喜欢跟各样的朋友相处，而且也都能相处融冾。但有时侯她又会选择作个独行侠。远离家人、朋友，甚至远离你。请大方一点，给她一些自我的空间和时间，霸占她的躯壳没有什么好处。不要疑神疑鬼，在她没有和你分手之前，瓶座女子会保持她的忠实。而且她只相信自己对你的评价，别人的看法是无法动摇她的。不要寄望她会把一切的行踪、所有的想法，一字不漏的向你报告。瓶座的女人不会喜欢说谎，但她坚持任何人都有「保留一点」的权利。当然，这样的女子也不会要求你交出行程表和自白书的。瓶座女子的「不多疑」，是她的另一项美德。

我想对于这样明理懂事的水瓶座女孩，你唯一可以抱怨的就是她不够热情。她好象永远都是凉凉的，从来没有热情如火的表现。关于这一点，我跟我的瓶座女友讨论时，她们深深觉得冤枉，她们说「外表的冷漠或许是表达方式的不同。但是，她们的内心是温暖而需要热情的。

睡不着瞎看看的，不过满准的，大多满符合自己的。哈哈！！！

只有三架飞机！！！只有它离我最近，猜猜是什么飞机？

心情没被下雨而影响到！！！

今天下午陪妈妈去了TAMPINESE坐了实地考察, 之后我们去了机场吃我爱吃的鸡块！去了关望台看了飞机，去机场满多次，不过今天还是第一次去关望台看飞机。今天是下雨天，飞机不是很多，天空灰灰的，有种让人悲伤的感觉！！！不过我的心情并没有被影响！

theory test ....

2007-07-18T23:33:00.001+08:00

校园一景 = NYP =

前几天为了考试,都没好好睡觉,整天带着疲惫的去学校!!接到weilin的消息,查了实习的时间表,我的天啊???我学车的考试正好在实习的时候,我马上上网改掉了了考试时间?不过我回头想想我可以请假啊,而且我也找不到前面的考试时间,我又后悔了....当我想把时间回来的时候,已经有人定去了...现在只有十一月份才有空位给我,要多等一个月.气人,不到十分钟就被人家定了.我只好祝福哪个人好运希望那天他/她可以通过,我也希望我的幸运星可以快点出现,哈哈.不过就算没出现也不要紧,是我先放弃的,就算老天让我晚一个月在考,也一定由他的原因.以平常心对待吧..今天的考试不知道说些什么....只好天天由命吧....只希望assessment可以顺利通过.时间真的过的很快,在多一几月我就要告别校园生活,做学生真好,虽然我们都很不喜欢考试,可是换句话说,其实考试不痛苦,难熬的是考试前几天的昼夜,那灯火通明的深夜,啃着厚厚的书本.我永远都不回忘记,对我而言,十年寒窗苦是苦中做乐,那过程虽然煎熬,但很值得怀念!

回家记!!!!

2007-07-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

我的"阿姨和叔叔"哈哈!!!年轻吧!!!(daddy and mummy )=p 我的最爱: 小笼包!!
羊肉-好大盘的!yummy!!
火锅的烫底好多料的饿!!! 店名更加出色叫"狼来了"!!!
我在座头发!!!好烧的也!!!
我的一个侄女,中日混血儿哦!!

他好高哦!!!
飞机刚刚起飞,下面的地一快一快的!!!云也很美的!!!
在飞机上拍的夕阳好美的!!
三朵花!!!两个最要好的表姐@_@

快要结婚的表姐和我的未来姐夫!!!
我的"阿姨和警察叔叔'!!哈哈! 六姐妹哈哈!!!

堂姐和她的宝宝'天天"!!!好可爱的,我的小侄儿~~

六月的短假回去上海了一次,虽然时间很短但是还是满开心的!!

和家人朋友几乎天天在外面吃喝完乐,毕竟是自己的家好幸福的,有所有亲戚的关心和照顾.特别是我两个表姐成了我的导游哈哈!一休息就带我到处逛到处玩!!!我还买了好多自己喜欢的东西也!

拍的照片不是很多,上传一些吧!!

b4 leaving

2007-06-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

cher ask mi to update b4 i leave ..hahah ...yup...i realli havnt updated my blog quiet long time as my schedule was pack ...i just finished packng all my staff and it make mi so exhausted ...but the feeling of packing is good ..=) 1 year+ nv go back , alot of things hav changed within my family ...and i bicome a aunti not a sister anymore ....old alrd ...ahhaha ...i got 3 nephew hahahha...i am looking foraward to ci the 3 little babies ....my holiday realli start tmr ....i thik it will be alot of interesting stories ..haah....wait and see bar ,my dear friends ....mabye i will update when i am in shanghai ......enjoy holidays guys .....i will be back soon!!!!!

motivation prolapse!!

2007-05-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

monday blues may apply to mi today....i failed my skill assessment in the early morning ...and the whole day my mood was so terrible....i am crying lonely at the staricase....i juz burst out1st time during the past two years in nyp....i am not the one who easy to drop my tears in front of anybody....neither my family memebers or my frids...but today i juz cant help it...the pressure i put to myself is a lot more for this year ...althought i dont realli like the course alot ...and i dont hav the passion to put all my effort on it ...however i wanna to study n put more effort for the last year as i start to hav the passion n motivation of my course!!!but today the teacher just corrupt the little confidence /motivation i hav....i admit that i did mistake during my assessment....she failure mi is reasonable n i can accept it...but i am angry abt the attitude she assess mi ....make mi nervous n i cant performance well although i try to make my self clam n do it properly ....then i didnt attend the lectur i went back home as my mind is working ....i went back sch ard 3++ to meet our lecture regarding as my ICA presentation then i go n atteng my nafa test...i went back home ard 8++ but its quiet fun n released after running 2.4km...i am totally refresh n sweating like the dog standing under the sun for a whole day !!!=X i like the feeling although its tiring after running.....n my dear shimin n mi r the last two to reach the destination....we almost used 20 mins to finish the whole journey... louzy!!!siyan is not feeling after running ...she is so pale and vommiting ....but after a while she is okie ...we take photo n talk rubbish outside the sch gym ...my anger and all the unhappy feeling in the morning is gone...i am so happy that i stil hav those friends with mi ......yeah !!!!!!my day ended with happiness and sadness!!!

short & long holiday !!!

2007-04-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

cHeRrS!!!
Oh yeah !!!
Lady's Nite !!!let 's celebrate !!wu ho~~~@-@

some of my frids alrd complain about my blog ...i hav almost one month nv updated ...i am having my holiday now but i seems vri busy everyday ...i take my part time job n the schedule is quiet thight and i dont hav alot time to play or enjoy my holiday with my frids ..i onli hav two days off every wk ...i feel quiet fillfulled instead ...at least i got smth to do everyday...suddently i feel that i dont hav alot of time to waste ..i still hav alot of thing to do and to explore new things in my life ...however i am a person who also nid to enjoy after having heavy workload ...thus i went to St Jame's Power station with my frids last thurs ...i like to go clubbing once a while ..especially after i hav finished my heavily work schedule ...its kind of relax and distress....

we wanna to finish the left over drink there ...but by the time we went there the drink is expiry alrd and it onli one day behind ....so angry ...how dare they r !!!they dont even inform us by a msg or call...but we still got the drinks as its lady's nite...n its quiet geneous for them to give 5 drinks for each lady....i hav to to tell everybody the voka mixed with orange ...its dame sucks and discusss...dont ever try that .....u wont wanna to drink that anymore ...

besides this i am so knee on the show <>. ITS dame nice .... i love it ...i download n watch for the 1st season now although it hav arld shown a yr ago ....

goin to slp liao ...tmr still hav to work ...juz pose some pix i take with my frids last thurs for those ppl who miss mi ..hahahah =X

i am so tired and busy !!!

2007-03-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

since chinese new year, my blog havnt updated untill today. my attachment start again from last week, i am used to handle the daily task in the ward during the past 7 days n i manage to make a good nursing care for all my patients!!!moreover, i am happy to ci the patient to be discharged, they r getting well under my care.=) but i am vri tired as i am not used to the schedule for my posting ...especially the morning shift . i have to get up ard 530am when the sky is still dark. however everything hav the good and bad side....last Sat I went for training for my part-time.i dont know how to say ....the ist day it give mi a bad impression instead....cos by the time i reach the shop, its dame busy at that moment .the manager dont hav the time to talk or teach mi anything. i spent ard 1/2 hour doin washing....then be honest i dont like the phillpinian,she is so partically abt the tidiness . i dont feel her friendly at all. =( after the peal hour,then the manager talk to mi and teach mi alot of basic things in the shop...i find the manager is quiet nice . the second day i went , its much more better than 1st day, i thik i will continue 1st as its near to my house...it onli take one mrt station to reach my house... the work is a bit tiring but the time pass past instead ...

the shop actually combine with ice cream stall n some food with the sausage... the sausage look dame nice and its abt 8' itch long like a { pXx }=p....hahahaha!!! the ice cream also vri nice , it totally hav 24 faviourt......the shop calls (MINGLES) at novna square....if anybody wanna try it can come n look for mi during weekends lor hahahh!!!

now i feel that i am lacking of time to shopping, to hang around with my friends, to go kbox also. i havnt gone to k for long time alrd....i thik i realli hav to go n relax myself after my attachment!!! i am lookin forword it !!! one more wk i will be release!!!=D

2007-02-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

sisters !!!

mumy & mi

piggy year!!!

cai sheng dao

happy chinese new year to all my family members and my dear frids!!!

i am having long chinese new year break due to the exam period ...hhahha...

i really did a great time with my belove mum and we spend alot of quality time with each other although we didnt hav relatvies here, either go for BAINIAN.... most of the shops in shopping center were closed ...we went for a movie in the end...quiet nice movie ..especially i like WU YAN Zu ...he is so handsome and i was impressed by hiss good acting skills...so as andy law...although he is abit old alrd...he is still so talented.

i talk abt with my mum alot abt my future during these days...my three years diploma course goin to third year...i am goin to graduate soon...the time gone through realli fast....i am lookin back for the past two years ..what did i done and what is my future plan???

i thik i realli nid to set my own goal ....

alot of question marks in my mind??

i wanna go U.S.A...

the place i wanna go the most depsite the negative thought from my parents...

although my mum now allow n support my decision ...

i stil hav alot considerations and doubts in my mind....

be honest ,i am an indicisive person ...

alot of things which i am hardly to make a decision myself...

my mum also give mi financial support if i realli go U.S.A for further study...

but i dont wanna use her hard- earn money any more.....

my parents dont hav the finacial problem which can support my further study....

but i wanna to be independent physically and fiancially....

i wnna be a person who can really make my own decision for my life ...

thaks to all of ur guys!!!

2007-01-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

i love the cake !!!

b'day grl with yan & her bf

fiona,xuanxuan,benny,vivien,mi, my cousin

mi & renee
sandy,cassic,xinyi,maxine,mi
shimin,marilyn,christine,cher,siyan,mi , friza

my 1st b'day cake!!!
ur guys rocks!!!!*-*
1stly ,i would like to thak my dear dear dear mother and father
mummmy: thaks for giving my financial support for the past four yr in singapre
n the present frm you
dadyyyyy : although u r not in singapore ,i receive ur call frm shanghai. i am so happy n thaks for the coming present hhaha=D
mum and dad,i am 21st this yr...i can do all the decision for myself but you r still my parents ...i will be more independent ...i wont let ur down ...i love ur dady n mummy!!!

but also this post is especially for all my frids in singapoe....
i am juz a foreigner in this land for abt four years,
alot of ppl who come frm china dont realli hav a good relationship with natives
as the different background, the culture and the history we hav,
and there are some negative commands abt china ppl in singapore frm natives,
however, i am realli glad that i hav quiet no. of native to be my good frids here.
i am realli appreciate the friendship we hav and the help in my study.
i would like to thaks the following ppl:

yan ,alan -thaks for treating mi for the dinner at New York ( remember its my restruant =p)the lovely present which brought frm shanghai , thaks for coming down to my party ...

huahua,kevin-thaks for the branded present + the cake,i like it every much ...
(ps: i realli enjoy the nite @ st Jame's power Station with ur guys )

weilin,cher,siyan,shimin,marilyn,christine,friza-thaks for comin down on sunday & the big cake frm ur guys + the present .i reali appreciate all the things ur done for mi n to be my frids during past two yrs!

maxine,xinyi,cassic,renee,sandy- thaks for the presents u give mi n coming down to the party. i realli miss the day we spend at yiss.lov ur,girls!

Fiona - my darling, thaks for being my great frids. i reali like the great present frm you .

vivien-thaks for coming down my party , i am sorri that i didnt talk to u alot that day...thaks for the present frm you .

donghui-big bro, thaks for the flower and wine frm you,

thaks for being my great frids when i need ur help and listen to mi when i am sad....

benny,xuanxuan,my cousin,Dome- thaks for coming for my party and the present frm your guys.

uncle yeo, aunti wang- thaks for the presents and the care frm your.

nana & mumu- thaks for the presents n bi my fun frid during class.

thaks for the msg frm ur guys=>

melvin,melody,karine,weeting,yinfeng,sheng jiaru,kelly,ailing,saidah,juntian,xiaolin...

i know i vri LUOSUO ,but thaks all of ur guys for givin g mi a wonderful birthday...=D

JJ love ur guys!!!!!

wednesday

2007-01-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

whose the girl with his bf arh???
3 of us aciting urgly face!!!!
oooops....whose buttok...sexy hor ...hahahha=p
the reflection of us ...=D

yesterday our lesson end pretti earlier...finally i went out with my dear frids...we go bugis and shopping...everbody of us brought our own things ...hahah....juz post some photoes which took yesterday.....

lucky .....

2007-01-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

ci what happen to siyan's mouth...ahaha=p three lovely babies!!!!=D

hahah...she cover her face...but u still can recognise who's it by the pink color ring lor ???hahah so childish.....=P

i am so suprised that i can get pass of bio practical....i got C+ although i didnt get vri good marks...n i am still vri happy abt that alrd...i thik this is the present which god give mi as my birthday present...=D i was so sick after my bio practical n i realli thought that i am goin to fail the paper....but i will try hard to get good marks for my semstral exam....maybe this is realli a lucky month for myself ...hahaha...

i am supposed to go kbox with siyan n shimin...but for some reasons they GIVE mi A FLIGHT today....abit sad and depress lor...n the most important thing is that she say infront of weilin n make mi so embrassed in front of weiling...(lose face)=p.....promise shimin... u give get smth frm mi ...hahah ...wait and ci pix ... hahhaha ...next time ur two muz go with mi okie??/hahaha!!!

tmr is a short day for my sch leh ...where should i go leh...i am not in the mood to study leh ...i juz wanna go n shop or walk walk ....but nobody accopany mi ...i thik that weilin hav alrd changed her mind n i also vri paisei to ask her again cos i reject her request 1st....=(
i am juz in a mood of happiness in my own world with the song of <>....
i wanna go n buy skinny jeans...n fundation of M.A.C....n eye shadow... n watch ..n belts...n clothes for new yr....although i dont thik i got go BAINIAN...but at least i wanna get one set of new clothes for myself ...hahah ......n juz post some pix last sat with marilyn n siyann....
thaks marilyn accompany to shop ....hahah .....

thursday!!!

2007-01-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

M.O.S nite

processing ...realli pain arh!! after take off the bottle ...so sickening rite

i go home after finishing my presentation .... i am so exhausted when i reach home and i vomit again.... the onli thing i eat is the big BAO....the all the thing come out frm my stomach again ....my mummy called mi and ask mi to take shower 1st then eat the medicine ...after that i go my mummy's chinese medical center...she ask her college to do MASSAGE to mi and then she do the BA HUO GUAN to mi....the more details pls ci the pix....its devasted for mi ...its so pain n my skin is juz sucked by the bottle ....my skin bicome red and black ....the use of the BA HUO GUAN is to relieve all the DU SU in my body....

i am supposed to go for a party called " Tertiary Fling" at M.O.S with my frid tonite....it will be vri fun as all the poly frid are invited....wu~~~....so sad...in the end, i cant go ...i stay at home and face the TV instead ....its a rainny day again ..hahah ...remember i went to M.O.S last time ...its also a rainny nite...hope my frid hav fun there ....hahahah ....oh yup...post some photo was taken at there last time .....

sickkkkkkkkk

2007-01-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

i dont hav a good slp since last sunday ...i onli slp abt 3-4 hours per day and today after finishing my bio ...i realli cant take it alrd....i feel that i am sososo tired ...i no energy to do anything although my body is there with my frid ....tmr i still got one more ICA presentation to go ...sorri to all my group member i cant manage to calll your this nite...i was like half dead person who rolling on my bed ...i cant even to get up to get a cup of water although my lip is goin to crap....my abdominal area and the back side ...near my kindey area was realli horibily discomfortable ...its not vri vri pain,but its kind of discomfort i nv suffer frm it b4....even worse than pain.....i manage to get some of water when my mum is back frm work....i thought it will be better ...however...my conditon bicome even worse...the distend of my abdominal and the contraction of the back side make mi tossing on my bed...its realli realli goin to kill mi at that of time....the sudden reflex of my esophage make mi rush to toliet ....i spilt out all the undigsested food in the afternoon on the floor b4 i can reach the toliet ....oh my god!!!1stly the taste of the undigested food with my gastric acid is soso sososos irritable to my mouth...2nd i try to vomit all the content in my stomach ...but the procession is goin to kill mi....dame dame dame NAn SHOU....my mum give mi a cup of hot JIANG TEa after i feel abit better...i feel abit better and lying on my sofa restlessly...i thought i will be okie alrd...but i vomit all the tea i drank after 30 mins....although this time the vomitus r all the water ...but i still cant stand it.....
i got fever at 38.4....this is the 1st time i am really really sick so badly in the past 4 yrs here....
now my fever ist still ard 38.2 ....i had a small portion of porridge after i take a short nake ....i fell much more better than juz now ....no more sever pain ...but still got fever..i hope i dont hav fever tmr morning anymore ...i still hav ONE more ICA to go ....
i hope everthing will be fine to mi tmr morning...
i hav to slp ...i thik my metabolism to0 low due to the stress of my heavy workload AND inadequate rest......this is the nursing diagnose for my self condition ....hahah .....=D
thaks for my mummy.....now i realize the importance of family member with you ...when you r sick or hav some difficuties ...they will be always there for you n help you...lov my mummy alot !!!!=D

spoil my mood

2007-01-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

dont disturb mi when i am thiking ~``~ =p

why it is rainniny so heavily today???
i was so upset when i receiving my mum's call...i dont know why ,although i hav the pre -feeling of whats going on, 30%...but another 70% i am still looking foraward that my mum would tell mi the good news. however, i am so disappointed and down ...my mind is totally not on my body...
i suddently feel lonely although i am havin lesson with all of my frid....i suddently wanna to cry but i didnt ...bicso i am not easily to cry in front of any ppl...even if i really vri upset abt smth i will hide smwhere n let it brust out...i juz suddently wanna to hav smbody who can let rely on and share my sadness...i wanna FA XIE all my sadness to that person ....n i wanna release my stress emotionally ....but i cant ....i dont hav the person right now...when u r trying to make smth to come true and wanna it to make nicely for yourself...and you r really really hav the wonderful image in ur mind....however ...when u happen to hav some difficulties i will be disappointed and sososo upset....bico the reality isnt so easy to make ur imagery world to come true.... i wont blame to anybody...i will accept it instead as i know i cant change it .... i am so helpless and restless....the "RUN AWAy"idea appear to my mind again ....
i ask myself why i wanna to run away...bicos i cant get what i wanna ...i cant get the happiness in my imagery world....bi honest...i am the person who dont hav a sense of secure inside my heart although i appear to bi happy n optimistic in front all of my frid...
i always wonder where will be my finally destination of my life....sg or shanghai or usa or somewhere else....
i realli dont know ....
the heavily rainning make my mood even worse...
but one thing i promise to all my frids ....i will be fine vri soon...
writing of this is the most effective way to release all my sadness n stress in my heart....
i will be okie n start to hav energy again when i wake up tmr....
like what the songs sing MING TIAN GUO HOU.
after tmr the problem still there,
after tmr i still alive
after tmr i hav to find the soultion of the problem
after tmr its a new day

january is the month i like but i dislike also
its the big month for my self,
if not that day , i wont bi alive for the past 20 years
but it also bring out alot of bitter memories of my past...

finally

2007-01-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

i am suppose to blog yesterday nite when i reach home...but the connection of my computer wasn't so good...i was so fed up n tired to wait for it to recove...i juz went to bed and slp ...
i go weilin's house for project ...it was a hot day...when i came out from sch i cant even get a cab ...so irritating....i wait abt 20 mins then get the cab...its fun to do the project with my group members... especially in weilin's house...she will cook for us n provide a lot of nice snacks and dessert ...i love it.. the home cooked food as my rarely cook for mi ....thats why i bicome FA YU BU LIANG for certain part of my body ...hhahahah-=( i am suppose to meet fiona but i cant make it bicos of the porject.....I thought i go n meet another frid after finish the project ...however,i hav to bring the vanka shit ...thus i take 155 n go home 1st ....then i left the house to meet my frid...
actually we havnt met up for almost two months alrd...he is so busy n stress with his job when i talk to him online ...
when i saw him....actually he doesnt hav much changed...but the feeling bitween us is totally different ....we r both too quiet that we thik our own way n wait for the another to start to talk 1st ....the feeling make mi feel insecure ....i hav the preview of what will happen later....
finally we start to talk ...when the time u say we juz cant hav smth in common ...i know the answer alrd...the answer which i expect....n the question i ask u which u didnt ans mi...but i know arld ...n i realize that its not important for mi to know whether its y or n anymore ....i actually was totally convinced by u... i know the reason why u say all the things to mi...u wanna mi to understand what kind of the situation u hav now....but i am happy to hear what u tell mi rather than avoid my quesiton every time....finally we r still good frid ....its better for u n mi ....
i was not sad anyway as i finally get the ans whcih i wanted ...the knott is finally untight in my heart....actually i know the ans long time ago....but i juz wanna get it more clearly infront of you ...
from this story i grow up abit again...i realise that what i thik at 1st is totally wrong....
不是两个人相爱就可以在一起的!!!
n finally i realize the difference between us....u thik more than mi ...the things u consider is more realiztic and more further...
JJ's life still continue....i will bi more stronger inside ...=D

holiday!!!!

2006-12-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

pig yr is coming,its a present for someone!!!
fiona's three sons!!!arh hahah~~cute hor
lovey micky mouse!!!

long time nv come n blog liao....hhehehe....
realli hav alot of things to say leh ....dont know start which day....

start frm chirstmas bar...christmas eve i went out with fiona for dinner after that we go walk walk ...we didnt go for count down as it was rainning ....we walk ard chinatown area...we find a stall which sell those soft toy vri cute .....got disney one also ..got hello kitty....they hav BIG SALE leh ....the two of us saw the cute staff n start to excited...our hands bicome ithcy ....hhahaha.....i brought one micky and she brought a minnie ...both the soft toy are quiet big lar ....wait...i go n take pix ....let all ur guys cihor...cos i thik i realli got alot of pix nv upload ....hehehhe....
my micky mouse onli cost $8...quiet cheap leh ...fiona got a pretty minni=>my wife*-*haha.then we got three sons haha ...ur can ci frm the photo....3 sons onli $10 izit cheap ????oh yah ....dont hav my wife (the minne's photo ) ...show ur guys next time okie ????she is pretty anyway ...hahah ....dont wanna share with ur leh =X...oppps!!!!
still got alot of pix hav to upload ...i may upload tmr ...hahah....goin to slp liao ....good nite....

Use hp to blog

2006-12-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

I am usin my ph to blog now!;-)cool sìæ!

心情

2006-12-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

下了一天的雨,我的心仿佛也下了一天的雨.
CHER说她不怎么了解我,我觉得有时候的自己也不怎么了解自己.
我想要的,我不想要的.现在的我精神上真的有点麻木我自己也不知道怎么说,
看似外表酷酷的我,漠不关心,可是我还是很在忽很多事情的...
有个人,我不知道他与我之间该如何是好?我每进一步,每一次的主动,自己都会受到伤害,
我越是不想,可是总是有个疙瘩.可是我不甘心,我很想知道原因,我想找到方法去解决.
发现自己现在处理事情的能力很低,也可以说我在逃避,害怕被伤害!!!
因为自己以前的冲动和任性,在我心中留下了个疤痕!!!
我现在怕心痛的感觉,所以很多事情在我做之前我都考虑很多...
我想保护我自己,因为我知道我要学会坚强.....
花花问我为什么一直想去一个人旅行,我想我现在知道了,我想逃避现实生活,
我想散心,我想忘记一些事情...

thinking

2006-12-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

thursday again....i like mrs dor0thyn's class ....she make you laugh, think,even cry,however she make mi learn a lot of frm her lesson..when she was talking abt the feeling abt men and women when they hav relationgship...i am totally agfee with her...at the same time ...i realli find the answer which i am lookin for....she said that:" men would nv know what women want...they onli want to know what girls want them to do..." its 200% correct...we, women expect our men to know our by what we say or do indirectly but they r so slow and they always cant get the clues which we give to them ....they r juz cant read women's mind and they will nv know what women want as women is changeable....women has the pride...maybe ego ( i am not sure that i am use the correct word,but i feel lol)....they wont tell their darling what they wanna directly....women usually expect their men to know everything and give her the surprise ....hahah...thats call romatic izit??=p mrs dorothyn has the wise decision:" give up the pride she has, get the love one!"For mi ...as a normal girl ...i hope that i can hav a fantastic relationship with my lover...like the korean drama or TONG HUA GUSHI...by the time i grow up, i understand that the chance happen to mi is so small...i am still quiet realiztic ....i juz wanna that one day i met one guy which can accompany mi untill i die...love mi care mi ....no matter what happen we would overcome all the difficulties and share all our happiness together ...have our own family ....what a beautiful itis!! however...its not easy to build a strong relationship with ur lover...it nids alot of time ,trust, communication,love ect...feel so sleepy liao ....blog next time ...realli tired these two days....

love

2006-12-13T12:24:00.000+08:00

at sch com lab while i am listening jolin song(xin xing quan)...got alot feeling after i saw my frid's blog...yan,wenwen,my dear DA GE- feng....suddently i am so jealous after i saw yan's blog...all is abt her and her bf ...the photo are so nice and sweet...make mi hav a lot of mix feelings...yan...u r really pretty with the love you hav ...hahah=p then got ci wenwen's blog also ci the good process with her bf...i dont know how to say abt u n ur bf..but i hope you also stay happy no matter what happen...feng is the one who juz broke with her gf ...but ...bro ...i wanna to say...relationship dont hav rite or worng...dont regret urself too much...n look forward ..i believe that u will find a girl who realli love you n know you alot ....frm this relationgship..you also hav to be positive towards relationgship...okie...i dont wanna ci you be sad....hhahhah....realli touched when i saw all this...the greeting season is coming....it is suppose to be a happy n crazy abt the day...but i am timid...scared...even abit afraid...can i neglect the presence of you in my heart???
(p.s. today is someone else's birthday... i still remeber but i dont wanna wish u anything )

touching lesson

2006-12-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair yesterday....my fringer is totally different as previous...like kind of "Toliet bowel Head"...but i feel its okie overall acept the front part a bit short as what i didnt expect...i feel quiet fresh and different after cutting it ...i expect that my frid will feel stange and uncomfotable about my hair when they see mi in sch today...hahah...but i hope they can accept it gradually ....
i juz wanna look unique..oops~~~~=x

i am looking forward our 2119 tutorial as cher heard frm her frid that lesson would make u cry...?????? what will happen??? we hav the lesson ourside the staff rm instead of tutorial rm...we sit on the floor as a circle....our lect start to talk about our own stength 1st then the weakness ....then talk some ZHENG XING HUA to our frid...a lot of my classmates start crying when they heard the true words frm their frid...i thought i will be strong enough to keep my tears ...but i failed....when i start to talk to siyan n cher...i juz cant control it... i juz feel so sad and the words suddently stuck in my thorat...i would like to say that we r all human beings... some of the words which we donot express ourself are so pure juz like a cystal ...when we express it out directly( especially thourgh our mouth to the person ) ...it juz shines and brighten our eyes and heart...the bonings between us will be more strong ....
i would thaks for our lect to give us the chance to my frids ...if not ...i thik i would nv say to my frid face to face in front of so many ppl....as i am shy *-* hahaha ......=p

irritating

2006-12-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

my dear handphone goin to die...yesterday i was so shock that my handphone screen totally turn white when i finished my lect...i cant swith on after i try to invest the problem...i try a lot of method to make it alive...its useless...i am so disappointed...my hp sreen totalli cant show anything...hp hav bicomed one of the organ of my body...if i didnt bring it ...i will feel i lose somthing...as a routine... i bring it to sch today morning ...however it works in the early morning ...haha ...i am so happy that it still works.....but its life didnt suervive for long time...by the time i reach sch....it automatically shut down again ...then whole day nv get alive....its approved that the LCD spoiled after i ask the hp technique...n it cost $120 to repair it ...then i thik i juz forget it ... i better get ready to hav a new ....oh my god...how you would imagine that the life without hp is so though ??? i dont hav a habit to remember my frids' hp no. (beside my mum) as hp has the funciton of memory....even worse...i juz realize that all my contact no. didnt save in my sin card...oh shit man!!!how am i goin to contact my frid even i hav a new ph???i cant function well as one part of my oragan is damaged ... then i still hav to repair my hp ..juz for the sick of my frids' contact no.? i hav better go n find the sheapest shop to repair it.....so all my firds ci the posting ...know what happen hor...pls leave a msg on msn when you r looking for mi ...iwii online every nite one.....

yuks!!!

2006-11-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

i help my mum doin some housework juz now .i saw a dead lizard under my desk when i was mopping the floor in my room...so scarey sia!!!i was screaming to my mum n running out of my room. Actually i am not so scare of the lizard...in fact, its onli a small lizard ...ard 5cm long...but i saw the dead body lying under my desk ...it realli make mi astonished...my mum helped mi clear away the body...how come the lizard died in my room ? although its a big scarey when u ci a long creature moving ard u ...they r no harm to us...i wont kill lizard ...same as my mum...he/she suicide arh??maybe ...hahaha....(PS: break with his gf arh)=p...my mother reflect to mi that she put some BAYGON (the spray which kill nosquito) inside my room ....now i realise the reason why the lizard die ...so poor thing...lizard bicome a scapegoat...

relationship

2006-11-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

i start to familiar with my new blog although i still hav alot to find out...through reading my frids' blog these days, i know them more frm their heart...be honest, i actually didnt know my frid alot bicos i hav alot fear n distance inside my heart...the feeling is sub-conscious...maybe the shadow of the incidence still inside the bottom of my heart...but i realli happy to hav frids like ur guys...weilin,marilyn,melody,siyan,cher,shimin,christine,karine,

nana,friza,mumu.faz.....

suddently u r look extremely beauty to mi ...the happiness,the care,the group bonding,alot alot which i nv desire...i start to jealous the beatiful 18ths ur hav... hahhaha....happy to bi ur guys ard in my life in nyp ...also in my foreign land=>sg @_@

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To ChEr!!!

2006-11-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

1st of all hav to say happy 18th birthday day to my dear friend cher!!!hahah...u bicome a big girl alrd...muz learn to take care of urself n bicome pretty hor...and may all the best wishes to u !!! Today is ur day so i use green font for u onli hor ....lastly i enjoy the dinner with u ,marilyn ,siyan!!! its a wonderful nite!!!@_@

sLeEpLeSs NiTe

2006-11-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

i juz cant slp lor...i tossed on my bed abt an hour...finally i get up frm my bed n turn on my com...i saw Neo online which its dame seldom at this late time...(usually she nv appear online )i go n disturb her...my dear fellow is playing games with marilyn. i talk to both of them...it takes thousands of yr to reply mi ...i am totally ignored by two of them...so angry=( two of ur tmr wait n ci ...haiz...i am wondering whose the person to tag on my blog this nite...nv leave her/his name there...GUESS,GUESS,GUESS?i ask neo then she dont even know my blog add...erm...who arh ?the person who will know my blog is definetly through weilin's blog...
my eye feel tired alrd...finally can slp lor....zzZZZZZzzzz~~~~~

still under renovation !!!

2006-11-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

1stly,i really wanna thank you for weilin.if not her,i thik my new blog still at the 1st posting n the apperance still look yuks!!!"i am a lazy bomb!" i admit it.it takes a long time for mi to consider whether should i creat this blog. As i rarely post my msn space that it was freozen 4 more than 3 mths.BUT i am sitll a new here,i nid time to find more abt it. and also i am comuper idolt,i nid extra time to tackle out all the problems i am havin now. haha~~

New page Of my life

2006-11-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

my own blog exit!!!

...testing123,testing123,testing123....

*^-^*welcome to my dreamland*^-^*

@_@

The Mysterious Mask of Aquarius

最近!!

shanghai trip

JCI WK

hate JCI !

lucky or unlucky?

压力啊@-@

having conjunctivitis!

Its MY off day !

Finally I am officially graduate !!!

korean food =0

outing with my frid !

Steam boat!!

1st wk of my orietation !

start work tmr

under renovation

irritating

pass my driving

happy one wk !!!

写给他

无聊

part 2

my coursin in sinapore

finally exam is over

水瓶的自己！！

theory test ....

回家记!!!!

b4 leaving

motivation prolapse!!

short & long holiday !!!

i am so tired and busy !!!

thaks to all of ur guys!!!

wednesday

lucky .....

thursday!!!

sickkkkkkkkk

spoil my mood

finally

holiday!!!!

Use hp to blog

心情

thinking

love

touching lesson

irritating

yuks!!!

relationship

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To ChEr!!!

sLeEpLeSs NiTe

still under renovation !!!

New page Of my life